Pregnancy with little man.

We found out we were pregnant on september 24,2007, that was one of the most exciting and nervous days of my life. I had so many questions so many fears, and still i was so happy. This is the day i had been waiting for my entire life, the day i would became a mother. A lot of people think you don't become a mom until you have the baby and then there are people like me who think you become a mom the day you find out you are expecting. I had fears of would i miscarry, would i carry full term, will he come out normal, would he have any special needs, will i do everything right so we dont have a special baby. Would my husband and i be brave enough to raise this baby would i make a good mom, will i mess up his life? there were just so many questions, i didnt know which one to answer first. well the first trimester flew by mainly cause all i did was sleep! I didn't get morning sickness, but my poor husband had all my sickness! we called it sympathy sickness. i was so lucky, I love my husband for putting up with my horrible mood swings, i was happy, sad, grouchy all with in 10 min. i was so bad! but it was amazing knowing i had a baby growing in me. i loved it! i slept almost all day everyday. when we went to my doctors appointment on october 13th, 2007. We heard the heartbeat! for the first time it was so amazing. it gave me over whelming joy to know that i had not miscarried yet. the doctor said if i was going to miscarry it would of happened already i was glad to here that! i was still nervous that i might miscarry anyway. but i wasn't going to let that stop me from having a good pregnancy! by the end if my third trimester i wasa barly showing at all, you couldn't really tell i was pregnant. My second trimester went a little slower we had moved into our own apartment had christmas and i was still hardly showing! i thought something was worng but the doctor said i was gaining weight like i should be. and come December 16th 2007, We found out we where having a baby boy. we where so excited we wanted a boy first that way he could take care of his little sister when we decide to have another baby. New year had come and gone it was crazy how fast time was going! In late january early feb. we moved to Farmington new mexico with a couple of friends, she was pregnant also. So can you imagine the tension of the house with 2 pregnant women and two men who have to put up with us. it was pretty crazy but we had fun. i had a fun time but come march i was ready to be home. grady hadn't gotten on to the job that we were hoping for. so we decided to move back to Round Valley. that was the excitment of that trimester! My third trimester was good and by this time i was showing! my belly was huge my back hurt, and time had drasticly slowed down. it was like life in slow motion. it was hard. but everything was going good. Then one day i hadn't felt little presley wayne move i was very scared. i was afraid something had happened, so we went to the emergency room and they hooked me up to the baby monitor things and at first it took a while to find his heart beat, then we finally heard it i was glad come to find out the doctor said he was just sleeping because he knows he will be entering the world soon. and he was tired of always moving and changing positions so he can be born, well may 6th rolled around and my due date was approaching, well i was having some contractions so we went to the hospital thinking its time! lets go!!! well we got to the hospital and they put me on the monitor again and well i stopped having contactions so they sent me home and just said it was braxton hicks contractions so they didnt't count. well the 7th was here and in the middle of the afternoon i was having contractions again and i swear my water broke so we rushed to the hospital and well nothing so they sent me home once again i was so aggrivated by this time i was so ready to have him out so he could come home with us. well the 8th rolled around and it was my due date and having contractions again so i called to see and he made me come in for an appointment and he did a procedure called scraping my membranes and thats supposed to help my water break, well we went and walked around wal mart trying to help my water break and still nothing, so we headed home and we got back into town at 430ish on the 8th and just as we were coming into town i gave grady a kiss and sent him off to work. well not ten min after i got home i was in such severe pain i was trying not to throw up. so i called the doctor and he said ok its time come back to the hospital so we left called grady as we were on our way back over the mountain to show low. he hadnt even gotten to work yet when we called so when he got to work they sent him back so he could make it to show low on time, and we had passed my dad who was just coming home from work so he came home changed and then came back to the hospiatal. so everyone was there, grandma and grandpa carrillo where there too i was so happy to kow they where all there for me, Gradys mom was there and so was his sister lacey. i was loving it. then the doctor came in and said your at 2 centimeters we will watch you for the next hour and if no improvments then we'll send you home. i was sad, so they let me up so i could walk around as i was walking around i was doing some squats it helped a lot by the time i got back in the room i was having contarctions every 5 min and they where severe so they gave me patosin and an epidural i couldn't stand the pain anymore. i hurt so bad, well it was time i was ten centimeters and was ready to push. i tried pushing but they gave me to much epidural. so i was having trouble pushing, they tried suction cuping him out and still nothing, then his heart rate started jumping and thats never good so i was scared, they decided i was going to need a c-section i didnt want one but i knew if i wanted presley to be okay i would have to do it, so they got the room ready to take me down. and the surgery room ready, before they rolled me down my dad and my grandpa gave me a blessing and at that time i knew everything would be okay so they rolled me down and i was ready i was glad grady got to be in the room with me, they cut me open and took out presley within 5 min. i heard him cry for the first time then they put me to sleep so they could stitch me up! i was in labor for 14 hours Presley was born at 0540 am and he weighted 7 pounds 14 ounces and was 21 and a half inches long with blonde hair and the most beautiful blue eyes i have seen. he was perfect! i loved him the minute i found out i was pregnant and the very first i saw him and got to hold him. he made us a family. He is now ten almost 11 months and the time has flown by he is walking and running, he says dada and mama and if we tell him no he will point his finger nd shake it and shake his head no. we love him and are so happy he is in our lives.